Okay...So Now What?

Did I make a mistake?  I don't know.  It might still be too soon to tell.  It probably is.  All I know is that I'm not happy, I'm way too emotional, and there are feelings getting hurt and twisted and going perhaps misunderstood and untreated.  UGH.  Typically, or actually, the last time I was feeling pretty good about things falling into place, which was probably about 3 months ago, I was saying "No regrets..no mistakes.."  But now?  I don't know.  It never fails, when you're in the thick of it and have yet to get to that point where you actually see that "big picture," you definitely feel those choices that put you in whatever place you are today.  Then I just had to go off the beaten path and end up tripping and falling head first into something and it feels like EVERYTHING has gone downhill from there.  I get it, alright?  Bad choice.  But it's done now, and now I'm suffering, as I deserve.