"Strange Weather"

I want to be everywhere and nowhere.  I want to be surrounded by friends but I want to be alone.  I want to be with you and I don't.  I want to live and I want to die.  I want to run away but I don't want to leave.  I want to go back and I want to move on.  I want old and I want new.  I want change and I want to refresh the past.  I want it all and I want nothing.  I want to stay and I want to go.  I have nothing but I have too much.  I'm tired...